Moved..

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Figured I want changes to everything..

I want a new beginning. I want a life life.. and I wanna change myself. But will I be able to do that? .....

Been troubled for the past few days about who I am.. I hate not being able to remain who I really am when with different people. It's hard.. I mean there is a need to change yourself according to who you are with right? Or am I wrong to say that? If I don't, it will be hard to maintain conversations.. But sometimes, trying to change does not make things any better. Guess don't click means don't click. In fact, trying too hard makes things worse. What's the point? .... BARH! Whatever.

Trying to clear my inbox now.. There are alot of mails... *Coughs ^^

Searching for a new skin...

Exams are over! On the last day(Thurs), Ronel Caryn and I went PS to watch DEATH NOTE: L Change the World. Though it happened quite long ago, I can still vividly remember Ronel giggling (almost) throughout the whole movie! LOL =D But yea, movie was quite nice. Before the movie, we searched for this Mango Ice cos' we saw it on TV the night before. But didn't find the one advertised.. Instead, we made do with these:








Friday, caught Death Note 3 again.. This time with my brother. Anyway, I didn't pay for it so... I don't mind watching it again. But it was a bad decision... I don't feel the same way like on Thurs. Maybe cos' I know what's gonna happen next? It was 9plus after the movie ended so we walked for.. about 20 mins (I think?) searching for food. All the shops were closing.. so no choice, we went Ajisan Ramen (Erm... Kinda forgot the exact name). Anyway, they were also closing soon... So I had to finish the huge bowl of noodles within 15 mins! Erm.. Those who have ever eaten with me will know that it's quite a .. task for me.. Coughs. And yea.. I was practically choking. And I felt like puking after that.. Plus, the food SUCK.





Saturday, went for some free trial with my sis at this gym called er.. Fitness something. I swear my memory is getting worse.. Anyway, the place is nice.. Facilities are good.. We did some Thai Boxing crap.. which I think I looked like a joker.. All in all, it was fun I guess.. UNTIL when we were gonna leave, the guy kept bugging my sis to join the club and all.. Though she already said she'll think about it. His face really changed quite quickly.. -.-

Wednesday, went town with YA ZI. Mingming was supposed to go too but in the end she never.. Hmmm. Anyway, we watched Jumper.. I thought it would be nice but it suck. However, Hayden Christensen is cute! =D We ate at this erm Japanese place (can't remember the name..), and ya zi found this strand of hair in the meat! Ewww....


Thursday, met up with Xiu Yun at TP to accompany her for her DAE interview. After that, we went to catch The Screen. Some Thai horror show. Some parts were scary.. but quite confusing. When it ended, we were like HUH?!

Yesterday, results came out! And for some shitty reason, while everyone else received their result through sms, I didn't get mine! Lucky it was already available online if not.... Ahem. Anyway, yea results were ok. I expected to fail accounting cos' I kinda only studied the night before and I can still remember how I felt that night. The helplessness and anxiety.. Actually I have to thank Caryn. Haha u told me FIFO is quite important so I browsed through it. Thank god I did.. haha Thanks ar. Hmm in summery, I had: 1B+, 2A, 3Z. Haha eh Caryn please bash me.. 3Z=21 bashes or something? Which reminds me.. 1A= _barks......

Anyway, random photos..








Argh! Seriously, the year 2008 is a jinx year for me. Been down on my luck since 2008 arrived. Be it small insignificant things like tripping, knocking my head against the wall, to significant things like my mum breaking my plate during CHINESE NEW YEAR, to accidentally cutting my toothpaste, to me FALLING SICK during EXAM PERIOD, and to me can't get my freaking mind to clear up while trying to revise for exam. Yeah. I'm just freaking unlucky. Thinking of getting hamsters.. hamsters=rat=2008. Auspicious? Luck-changing? I freaking hope so.

Sigh, having fever, flu and itchy throat. But I can't afford to take medicine lest I fall asleep and can't get on with my revision. And I'm way behind schedule. SIGH. What a pathetic life.

POM paper kinda suck. The MCQs are set to fail us (or me). Seriosuly.. WTF!!! BARH! But on a lighter note, Microecons was quite easy. Sigh damn it! Still have to mug for MARKETING. It's an asshole subject. Seriously. I'm counting down to Thursday... ARGH! IT BETTER FUCKING COME QUICK! Dang.. My head feels like it's gonna explode. SIGH



Argh! Seriously! Nothing has been going right for me these few days! Even if it is the tinniest little thing... It just screwed up on me.

My bag's zip came off the other day. Was amused and pissed but amusement went off quickly during the process of fixing the zip back. Bloody thing ripped my skin off.

And, I haven't been able to focus lately. Planned out my timetable and all but I just can't freaking get my mind to focus. Been playing games, walking around, stoning, hallucinating.. Anything but studying. What the fuck...

Third, bloody DVD-RW was playing games with me. I tried to copy some files over to it when all of a sudden everything became weird. Not only can't I copy the files but the disc became a NON-rewritable one. ...??! And I had to format the whole thing TWICE before it became normal again.

Fourth, I can't get a grip on my money. It is just squeezing through my 'tightly-clenched' fist day by day. ARGH! I still can't believe $50 is gone in just three days.

Fifth, I think my father's ear is gonna have prob soon. He was complaining that there were pressure inside it......

Sixth, my mum was also complaining that she hasn't been sleeping well. Worried about her hand, so she said. If this continues, I guess history is just going to repeat itself.

Seventh, still not sure if my laptop is cleared of viruses. It has been weird. Argh! Gotta format it... Irritating!

Someone should just kill me. These problematic problems are suffocating me. Killing me ever so slowly... Fast death will be a better choice.

French today was !!!. Lol saw him.... and ok fine. I was lying when I said I got over him. Wahaha..

Oh and the other day, there was this bus 8 driver! Lol.. There was this kid running after the bus together with his sister I think. Then he got onto the bus first and told the driver in chinese 'don't close the door!'. But the driver had no visible reaction although he didn't close the door. Then once the kid and his sis went to the upper deck, he was SMILING to himself. Think he was amused by the whole thing! Ahhhhh cutes! lol and I kinda can't control myself and smiled too. =X Hope no one saw.. Or else, I'll be labeled as a SIAO CHAR BO. Whoo! =)

Anyway, argh! Stress ahhhhh.... Tomorrow POM project due. Business Statistics test. And Accounting test. SHIT is used to describe how I'm feeling now. No time! Plus I keep forgetting what I've revised! SUCKS! My brain cells are degenerating. Maybe I should go eat/drink more Pig/Monkey brains. =(

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